October 06, 2015

Ma Crhysanth One

You're my third. You're my one. You just being my important personal every single day you made. I miss every single day i lived. I miss you anytime without you know it. I always remember every conversation we ever made. I always thought you for a long. You're the guy who could me fall in love suddenly. I wanna be with you in every imagination i thought. I wanna be with you every second my time. I wanna be with you no matter who we are, especially who you are. You started conversation with me right on August 31, 2014. You did your internship on that time. I have been looking for you every i stay in the college just to know how your face. Til someday i knew that you have been with someone else. It breaks me so much even though i just deny it. Right on my brithday, you came for the last person who said it to me. And the day of tomorrow we met, you hold my hand for the first time. How surprised i am. March i called you, you told me that you was single. And the sweetest moment, first of May, you called me again and i appreciated it as my pleasure. Just for a week we talked out so much and you gave me the sweetest bloom. How i happy you know. I'm very happy. Then is Ramadhan, Eid, and i did my internship. Inside this time, you invite me to hang out together. You know? I'm very happy about it. I always imagine it how i will spend my time with you. Spend my night, til  imagine that i can be with you, i can hug you, and you know i cry in front of you, you make me calm. You don't know how i always think about it til the situation is different. I have been finished my task, i went to my home cause i felt sick so long. But you also go back home today. You didn't told me this before. I cried! I cried because i cancel meet you for the last. You told me that you will never come back cause you've finished your task in Malang. Today, i cry just to feel that i wanna go fast. I wanna fly to Malang just to meet you in the last before you go. I wanna tell you something hide from me, that i loved you for a long. I wanna tell you that you could make me fall down and up again just with your smile, just with your text me first. Take care for your way, i wait you here right in your graduation.

And i know you're gonna be away a while
But i have got no plans at all to leave
Would you take away my hopes and dreams?
Just stay with me....
All my senses come to life
While i'm stumbling home as drunk as i have ever been and i'll never leave again
Cause you are the only one..
And all my friends have gone to find
Another place to let their heart collide
Just promise me, you'll never leave again
Cause you are the only one

You're my one,
g's laf

This's from you, you remember?